last weekend was the wildest experience of my life. part of me wants to never do that again, the other part can’t wait to do it.

the colors we’re amazing. i felt as if i was going to die. i had no control and it was the scariest thing.

i barely remember much but i was trapped in my own head and i couldn’t get out.

over the years i’ve lost a lot of friends.

whenever i see them i wish we were as close as we use to be.

is it that difficult to answer your fucking phone?!?

i’m seriously giving up on you, fuck you.

good luck graduating cause at this point i don’t see it happening.

now i have to do all this shit on my own.